this is abit late.. typed before/after 13th november.. enjoy.

this year seems a little different.

1.. 2.. 10.. 14.. 16.. 18.. 19.. i am turning 20. arh. finally (?), my turn to gape in horror and scream, "i am twenteeeee..!"

doesnt feel quite right to be suddenly more adult. seems like my cognitive level is always stuck at 18/19. gah.

being 19, you enjoy privileges. you have less financial responsibilities.
being 20, you begin to worry about the future. you want to depend less on your parents. money, money and more money.

being 19, you don't have to worry about breakouts, dark eye-rings, whatnot. they will heal anyway. and u nv really bother.
being 20, you begin to worry about your face. damn those zits, those eye-bags, those dark circles.. ha. at this point of time, i recall those promoters kinda "threatening" voice.. "when you turn 20, your face starts to show the signs of ageing.. so must start to take care.. the sunlight.. spf.." yada yada.

being 20 is frightening. i've never really prepare myself for these. especially when im one step nearer to stepping into the workforce. my future seems so near, yet so far..

this is it girl. you are going to enter a new stage of life.. good luck! :) .. and now its time for me to think of 3 wishes for my birthday.. *thinking hard*

note: i really wish to wish myself, "happy 19th birthday".. but. ha.. face it now or later.. so.. happy 20th birthday, shujuan. :) BUT! im still 19, at heart.

XXX

today is the day! haha.. received alot of smses from my dearest friends.. despite the mugging season, despite being stuck in tekong. haha.. feeling so thankful and blessed :)

spend a part of today mugging at singpost. bee weiee jer.. been quite a while since i have such big mugging session.. those days.. arh. think i've aged again! gah.

me and weiee.. pretty! ^_^

then went home for a feast! woohoo. steamboat! :) utterly bloated.

then then.. my birthday cake! fruity orangy cake.

my 20th time hearing my birthday song.. haha. and i made 3 wishes: 1. to do well for the exams (a privilege for me since my bday always fall in the exam period) 2. health & happiness for all i care for 3. (not supposed to be said right.. so oops) cut the complicated cake and enjoyed it loads.. albeit full.

special thanks to my dearest family for putting in loads of effort to make me a happy girl! love youuuu!! <3

arhhh.. my brain is malfunctioning! gosh.. its already the last week of school term and i forgot the timing for my classes. thought the class starts at 9.30am. opened the door and the sea of strangers almost gaped at me. !!! gosh checked the timetable and gah, it's a 10.30 class. and it took me a while to realise.. it was soo embarrassing! >_<

kinda cleared the projects/assignments/.. whatnot. today one more test to go and i'm free!! ya right. it's the season of mugging again. the time where the mugger virus spreads.. but not like wildfire. haha.. since im not that muggish yet. i wonder what can push me to open my eyes and study! erm.. i wonder.

attended an interesting module this sem. about professional imaging. cool alright. really pin-point the nitty gritty, that differentiates you from a.. less imaged person. now when im in the train, i cant help but peep at the office people's dressing.. and laugh to my self stealthily, "ha, never go through professional imaging class!" and that's the very reason why they are taking train and don't drive (if u realise my hidden meaning..).

sometimes i really wonder why some people dress up like.. a clown to work. hilarious.

sidetrack..

my thailand trip is finalised! haha.. kudos to huiting! :) but seriously i dun feel the hype right now. perhaps it's still early or something. but been talking this trip since last year? 1 year already. guess the excitement just died off. and it's going to be such a big group of people (? until now i still duno the exact number.. more than 8 i suppose) really wonder how it's going to be like. we shall see.

i watched death note! and L is so cute!! guess i really like weird geniuses! :) i like the show so much that i even wrote an (graded) assignment about it. haha!

mjc alumni band concert next year.. don't know if i have the time for the concert, but promised the juniors to go whenever im free. wonder if i can still a play a clarinet? if my embhochure is still accurate?..

arh. shujuan! mug mug mugggg!! =/