finally.

exams is over -- yet i don't feel joy or disappointment, whatsoever.

it frightens me how scary i can be. my i-don't-care attitude is getting out of hand and that's scary. a thousand conflicting thoughts dashed across my mind and yet, i allowed the devil to control me eventually. what kind of crap cognitive dissonance is that. freak.

exams always make me realise what a loner i can be. loner, not lonely. people have cliques to go school/home together. i don't. basically i don't find a need to.. more importantly, i'm afraid that i might run out of topics to talk about. then what? silence? if so i'd rather make do with a hi-and-bye.

to my kakis who smsed me during the exam period.. i'm sorry for the reply turnaround time to be 24hrs (or more). i genuinely forgot to reply most of the time. then i realise if i were to lose that bit of touchpoint, i would be detached from you guys already. and more than often i'm the one not making the effort. sigh.

selfish me.

i promise this to be a short entry. going to have a snooze before heading for another project meeting.

gosh, just finished compiling a video clip over the night.. and still in the midst of designing magazine advertorials for another project. *faint*

my project marathon, sadly, will only end this coming wednesday. 2 major project presentations on the SAME day. when will i ever start mugging?

sigh.

the only consolation is that i enjoy doing my current integrated marcom proj. i get to play the roles of fashion magazine editor, events manager and marcom personnel, all in one! (:

looking forward to my professional attachment in an IMC company this may. hopefully i won't be doing mundane data entry kind of job scope.

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mind went blank.

ar. i need to snooze. -_-