i declared a break from the horrendous projects and whatnots. i need a breather. sigh.
anyway, met up with the mj gang last evening. i was torn between "to go" or "not to go", cuz the workload's piling up like crazy. but haha, eventually decided to turn up. bday celebration.. wont be fun enough if people arent turning up!

so.. it was a bday celebration + dinner for zming (which was badly due) and bee! haha.. and so, we planned a "surprise" bday celebration for the two of them, although the surprise wasnt too surprising after all.. lol.. a pic poh and me took before meeting the queen and king. going tcc to get the cakes.. haha.. and poh was MESMERISED by the bladers.. lol.. but.. bah, not my cup of tea and i thought they were erm, obstructing the traffic?! alright alright, im so mean.. that was kidding.

me and poh! i look soo haggard! >_<

yup, we enjoyed the food, albeit the fact that it was a little too crowded for my liking. haha.. the waiters and customers kept squishing through our table! and yeah.. i know, my fault for obstructing the traffic! lol..

we took neoprints... the usual drama + screams for selecting the pics! lol.. we are still so jc-ish! lol.. those days. oh forgot to mention.. zming was so jealous abt my hair deal. dotx.. the rest of the ppl were amazed. that goes to show.. u guys are not reading my blog! boohoo.. alright.. coming up next, pictures! =) taken from my vs6 :) (ok zming, i know ur k750i is better.. )

the group of us! haha.. huili and bow went to change coins for neoprint session. poh? she deserted us for her supper!!! lol*

me and bee!! =)

huili and i!

uncooperative liu zhiming!

ive enjoyed myself, it was a night where i really stop to fret over the curricular nonsense. sigh. alright.. ive blogged enough. time to start real serious work le! jia you!! =)

p.s. tag me tag me!! its sooo quiet can. bahhhh..

its been such a long time before i have some time to stone around and decide to write an entry.

my life' s revolving around endless projects, tutorials, and tests.

im going crazy.

this is such a crazy world.. how much are they expecting from me? they want me to be an all-rounder, but where on earth do i have the time to do so when all the academic matters are enough to kill a fragile soul?

frankly speaking, i have seriously thought to myself: am i suited for uni? my peers are able to cope so wonderfully well with all that ive mentioned PLUS tuition and other job assignments. but here i am, at the comfort of hall, no job assignments and anything, unable to finish what i ought to.

trying to be a hardworking student

since i'll be home on friday - saturday (which is rejuvenation), i will always whine to my mum, i don't want to go school, i don't want this, i don't want that.. bah.

and i always dread, really DREAD the feeling of leaving my house and packing to stay in hall on sat nights or sundays. i hate that feeling. like ive to be put through yet another round of mental, physical torture again..

sigh. i feel so.. demoralised. unaccomplished. lagging behind... why am i doing this to hurt myself? and now, i cant turn back. im tied down with loads of loans. bank loan for uni fees and computer loan. haix. shujuan. u got to push on.

this board has never fail to inspire me

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ok.. random stuff. pictures galore.

*post-note: sheesh. i just cant upload the other pics! is my comp lagging or wad. well.. till the next time then.*