with deepest sympathy & condolences to the family members of the five dragon boat team members.

the fragility of life saddens me.

this is a strange topic to talk about.

was watching a random last 10 minutes of a real-life documentary on tvmobile this afternoon. strangely, those hard-to-come tears welled up my eyes. i was able to hold back those tears (for obvious reasons, i don't want to look weird in the bus), but it did feel odd to fight against your body's innate ability.

it's such a boo-boo to cry. i can't recall any day recent when i cried..
life has not been exactly smooth-sailing, but do not warrant valid-enough reasons to shed tears. yes, they can well-up (too bad this is usually a reflex action, therefore hard to control), but never fall.

i hate the funny sensation when tears are coming. i will be like, "oh crap! don't even start tearing!" and start looking away to divert attention. i detest attracting the wrong kind of attention from anyone who notices me about-to-tear.

when tears start welling up your eyes, what will you do?

i thought today will be just another day..
but you made the difference.

the lil' surprises, the lil' blessings..

i'm feeling so loved and blessed!
thank you for making today memorable (amidst the mugging).

thank you love~

promise post-exam celebration(s)! :) can't wait!

psst, takuya.. happy birthday! :) will definitely catch HERO! love u!!

i ❤ Nokia N95!!
whooping 5 mega pixels and loads of functions! too bad the black model i like only comes in 3.5G (which is also almost twice the price of the 3G version).

Nokia, i want a black version for N95, i don't need the 3/3.5G! or Singtel, please lower the price for 3.5G N95 model, like lower drastically please! hurhur.

*sorry for this random whiny post. this eye-candy just can't get out of my mindddd..