Surreal as everything seems...









All I ask for is everything to be a little less complicated.. A little would suffice.

a dance with the devil (within).






fighting a battle between the mind and the heart. damn, i hate it when the heart overrules the mind.



i hate myself for being irrational.




i'm so afraid i'll lose myself and


things will never be the same again?

The person behind several masks...










is feeling extremely jaded and hurt.

escaping...









from this crazy island for a while.

what is freaking wrong

I can't seem to type properly (i.e. to bold or add colours without manually typing the script code) on blogger. So all I can do is non-fancy typing. Bah!

Been busy juggling with work-related issues which entail more than just "work" per se.. Let's put it this way - I'm learning how to dabble with the entirely new spectrum of "work". I'm getting fragile adapting to the corporate world - If you receive my call, talk to me. I probably need an outlet to air my frustrations :)

On a separate note, I REALLY need to brush up on my PR. Damn I always feel/act like a moron during meetings with agencies or business partners. ARGH.

AH I'm so frustrated with myself! Till then.

"Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger."













Oh make me believe in this, please.

woah.

little did i expect news to spread like.. fire.

i didn't keep my friends updated about my recent life since:

1. i'm busy
2. i don't get to see them
3. i'm such a passive person, i'll only say when asked
4. i don't find a need to announce.

i only told one group of friends during a recent gathering. and strangely, another group of friends got wind of it.

woah. i'm amazed by the power of word-of-mouth. but i'm glad the details didn't get warped during the process.

to the rest who are still curious - yes, i'm a student no more! :)



oops. i wonder when will i post the bintan and convocation pics. -_-''

sidenote: i'll probably handle relationships like jay chou - admit only when caught. lol. don't doubt me, i'm low-key ;)

藍又時/ 曾經太年輕



Love how the lyrics string beautifully with the tune. Melancholic without going overboard.

Pretending is tiring.



You do not know how much I hate myself for being inept at dealing with people.

All aBout Celestine

A year ago, Celestine was still a baby.


I adore the way she chuckles when I'm taking her picture.

Today Celestine has grown up, as adorable as ever. I love to see her running about, quizzing about her new finds during her quest.


She is examining my mobile phone intently with her pair of inquisitive eyes.

I gave her 24 colour markers and there she went doodling on the paper. I assume she would have chosen a colour in different shades (i.e. light pink, pink, dark pink) that is to her liking. For me (at that age), perhaps I'd have given up dull colours like brown and grey. And dark green. I don't recall having a good impression of dark green. Hah.

Instead, her priority was to open all the marker pen caps! Her logic sequence is: Colour selected (with no special preferences) --> Open cap --> Doodle --> Next colour! --> ...

After much doodling and feeling a little uneasy with the ink stains on her palms and legs, this is her masterpiece!



Sidenote: Reminds me of my TKGS art class. The art teacher wanted us to draw something with lines as homework. Me being me, the art homework was done at the eleventh hour.

So I randomly doodled some messy lines (like the above) and wrote the description: "Conveys confusion". Settled within 2 minutes.

In the end, I still had to redo the wretched homework! Bah! -_-''