its been such a long time before i have some time to stone around and decide to write an entry.

my life' s revolving around endless projects, tutorials, and tests.

im going crazy.

this is such a crazy world.. how much are they expecting from me? they want me to be an all-rounder, but where on earth do i have the time to do so when all the academic matters are enough to kill a fragile soul?

frankly speaking, i have seriously thought to myself: am i suited for uni? my peers are able to cope so wonderfully well with all that ive mentioned PLUS tuition and other job assignments. but here i am, at the comfort of hall, no job assignments and anything, unable to finish what i ought to.

trying to be a hardworking student

since i'll be home on friday - saturday (which is rejuvenation), i will always whine to my mum, i don't want to go school, i don't want this, i don't want that.. bah.

and i always dread, really DREAD the feeling of leaving my house and packing to stay in hall on sat nights or sundays. i hate that feeling. like ive to be put through yet another round of mental, physical torture again..

sigh. i feel so.. demoralised. unaccomplished. lagging behind... why am i doing this to hurt myself? and now, i cant turn back. im tied down with loads of loans. bank loan for uni fees and computer loan. haix. shujuan. u got to push on.

this board has never fail to inspire me

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ok.. random stuff. pictures galore.

*post-note: sheesh. i just cant upload the other pics! is my comp lagging or wad. well.. till the next time then.*