: p a r a d o x :

shujuan likes to procrastinate.
shujuan hates the end-product of procrastination.
so why do i procrastinate?

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people please pardon my random-ness. by-product of procrastination --> tired and zombified.
sigh. i really wonder which sensory neurone in my brain is damaged. why cant i be anxious of doing reports wayyy before the deadline?! what's wrong with me!!?

anyway, the horrifying report is over and done with. dramatic experience of less than 30 mins left to print out my report when the free access lab is packed. and so? instead of the usual 5 cents per page.. i chose the abandoned "60 cents per page" printer.. yes colour printer. grand total of $6.60.. but guess i ought to be taught a lesson..

getting it printed is one thing.. being paranoid is another. obviously this report is going to be screwed. and my tutor forewarned us that it's definitely POSSIBLE to FAIL this paper. 15% of the final score. great.

urgh.

someone pls fine-tune my sensory neurone..

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tyng feng's birthday on the 9th this month. couldnt celebrate his bday cuz i was in the mad frenzy to do the dumb report. so i msged him.. and this chap is interesting. instead of showing gratification that "oh my gosh, shujuan actually remembers my birthday!"... he retorted and said the sms was insincere! haha.. well.. very interesting.. so is my hypothesis correct by saying:

"the older you grow, the weirder you get"?

19! my favourite age :)