i wanted to change a blogskin for the new year, but it looks pretty tough.. well, next time perhaps.

it's been raining like a broken tap these days, looks like the monsoon came a tad later than expected.

the air is cold and melancholic, somewhat suffocating.

i know im not conscientious about updates, so news doesnt seem new after all. nonetheless im still blogging.

friends.
jiemin came and left for indiana, again. we met up and talked like the good old days, like nothing was changed. words left unspoken, but deep down, we know.

sianchen is leaving for boston tomorrow, but she cant find time to meet up with me. sigh. but she promised to meet up this may.. so.. let's see how it goes.

i got to meet up with tk peeps, like ivy, puehboon, bunz and lisi. which was fun. im really thankful because i can still keep in touch with my gang.. we are leading different life paths but when we do meet up, everything feels so similar once more.

im worried for a friend, im not sure how i can help.

school.
i did better last sem. but i thought it's possible to do much better. so new goals set for this sem. i hope i won't disappoint myself.

ironically, back in campus for the first week is a torture. gearing up the momentum yet again. sigh. studying is such a crappy chore. urgh.

work (then).
noel has been fun with nice boss and interesting juniors.. very interesting indeed.

life.
i wonder what's wrong with me. i refuse to move forward. i dont want to detour either. im just stuck in my obstinate thinking.

right.. what's wrong with me.