shu juan is a marketing student. she loves projects. she always get great project mates and make many friends. until.

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i think it must be my fault. the problem lies with me..

im sorry for not being able to communicate to you well during meetings, since you are always plugged in.

im sorry that i looked like i don't mind, but i mind. i mind everything. is "anything" your favourite pet phrase? i want a project mate, not a dreamer.

im sorry for being so particular, but i don't like it when you give me sub-standard share of work.

i thank you for giving me a prep course of what is in store for me when i'll be working in the future..

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i shan't continue as i don't see a need to harp on this.

i can finally finally breathe (for a while) people! aren't you glad that my blog is alive again. this semester is crap i tell you. the pressing deadlines just make me jaded. utterly jaded.

i spent the night in school just to clear projects. haiz. slept for less than 3 hours i suppose?
*thanks weiee, for letting me have your room everytime i stayover. this time, worse, its a last minute kinda thing.. you are so nice to me! love ya loads!! (:

im currently in a ?? kind of state. im stuck in between the "i'm tired" and "i'm not tired" kinda mode. ha. that perhaps suggest why im still lingering in my school's lab, blogging away.

and i think im getting so attached to the school's lab! dot. just too cold and im kinda freezing.. brr. the other time i was clearing another project, and my group was like doing project till 11pm, the closing time for lab. then we proceeded to canteen to finish it up. cui ar! thank goodness one of them drove. if not got to take cab yeah..

the lab, more affectionately known as the Free Access Lab (FAL), also contain horrific memories of how i was rushing to hand in another proj (see i told you i got loads of projs this sem) before the deadline. that was.. ultimate. and yeah, yet another proj i got to plod and finish up ALONE. or rather, even people like rainbow and huili (who arent taking the module..) plus dc and his friend (who i dont even know!) helped out, and my proj mate just left me with all the mess and left! haiz..

omg. i think im getting incoherent. arh i forgot, i havent ate lunch. and its already dinner time..

i hope i won't concuss/faint.