hey, how are you?
do you still remember me?
haa, had a bad day at work yesterday.. kinda reminded me of the qb clique getting scolded by random irate customers on the phone then. do you remember?
some time last year, we worked in the same company.
we only get to see each other during night shifts, if i'm not wrong.
night shifts, all the fun things we did.
your french manicure sessions (and i'm still amazed by how were you able to do such a neat french)
taken with your uber-cool samsung slide phone! (:
watching dramas/movies on the laptop
doing d-i-y accessories, thanks to xiaoqing and zibin
taking alot of photographs
blogging (because that was one of the few sites that were not blocked by company policies)
playing bridge and daidee
and the favourite gambling pastime for qbs - mahjong wins hands-down.
creating our wallpapers with paint tool, because we were all too bored
i just have to put this random face up. haha.
talking about school, bgr, random things and your boyfriend.
talking about your boyfriend,
are the both of you happy and blissful now? (:
occasionally i still catch your news on the papers.
i'm not too sure what happened to the other motorist..
from what i vaguely remember,
that was judged as a suspense case.
***
girl, i'm sorry.
i remember crying the moment i saw you lying there.
your family was so much stronger than myself
i just... couldn't accept the news when steven called.
weren't you fine the other day i met you in office?
it came too abrupt, too much to bear.
rationally, i should be telling myself that was it.
but irrationality got over me.
i hoped all that happened wasn't true, all these can't be happening.
perhaps there was still hope,
perhaps you could be saved in time,
perhaps you were still breathing..
until i saw you lying there.
***
i wished i could see you at work and have the usual girls' talk session together with the others.
i wished to see you busy preparing for varsity life.
i wished i could offer advice to you on courses.
i wished i could..
but i couldn't.
i can't do anything more for you, other than keeping you alive in my qb memories -
bits and pieces of the blurry then.
i pity a young life lost.
i pity a big dream shattered.
i abhor irresponsible drivers even more.
p.s. wonder if you see valerie over there? she's my jc1 first 3-month classmate, from chung cheng. she plays yang qin.. yup. if you see her, could you help me say hi to her? thanks (:
"I've given everything, my money, my pride etc... Am I going to give up my life as well? If my boy really loves me, will he drive so recklessly and risk my life? I really wonder... So why am I compromising to this extent? The only reason I can find is that, I love my boy alot!" -- wishinguponstaries.blogspot.com
love,
shujuan