this is a strange topic to talk about.

was watching a random last 10 minutes of a real-life documentary on tvmobile this afternoon. strangely, those hard-to-come tears welled up my eyes. i was able to hold back those tears (for obvious reasons, i don't want to look weird in the bus), but it did feel odd to fight against your body's innate ability.

it's such a boo-boo to cry. i can't recall any day recent when i cried..
life has not been exactly smooth-sailing, but do not warrant valid-enough reasons to shed tears. yes, they can well-up (too bad this is usually a reflex action, therefore hard to control), but never fall.

i hate the funny sensation when tears are coming. i will be like, "oh crap! don't even start tearing!" and start looking away to divert attention. i detest attracting the wrong kind of attention from anyone who notices me about-to-tear.

when tears start welling up your eyes, what will you do?