arh wonderful recess week. :)

cant really be bothered with school stuff. getting to be a realll grouchy couchy potato.. so much so that it becomes a real chore to get out of house. gawd. must be the post symptoms of "going-out-everyday-till-late".. gah.

backtrack..

last fri was beautiful. all the late night meetings and mad rush for proj were not wasted. our proposal was accepted! really!! my tutor seemed to be rather pleased... commented, "definitely has the potential to be a FYP".. elated. :)

sat: was out with my dear s310 gang! haha. yes now i finally know what legendary "bedok 85" is.. but but but! that was not the highlight of the night.. we (as usual) took loads of weird pics and videos.. really astonishing for adults-to-be to be behaving like kids. but.. who cares anyway!? lol.. fun! love all these funny outings :)

then i went for qb chalet.. well met quite a number of people.. not too bad.. stayed over too. i played cards with them till 5+ am alright.. still very hyped up. amazed by myself too. (but the next day was totally in concussion mode. lousy! haha..)

my little trademark angel! :) lol.. was entertaining myself in the chalet while the rest played mahjong.

yes you are right, i was really bored. lol.. self-entertainment ya. tsk..

alright.. then i am a couchy potato.. roar. time to get into the play mode girl! ;)

: p a r a d o x :

shujuan likes to procrastinate.
shujuan hates the end-product of procrastination.
so why do i procrastinate?

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people please pardon my random-ness. by-product of procrastination --> tired and zombified.
sigh. i really wonder which sensory neurone in my brain is damaged. why cant i be anxious of doing reports wayyy before the deadline?! what's wrong with me!!?

anyway, the horrifying report is over and done with. dramatic experience of less than 30 mins left to print out my report when the free access lab is packed. and so? instead of the usual 5 cents per page.. i chose the abandoned "60 cents per page" printer.. yes colour printer. grand total of $6.60.. but guess i ought to be taught a lesson..

getting it printed is one thing.. being paranoid is another. obviously this report is going to be screwed. and my tutor forewarned us that it's definitely POSSIBLE to FAIL this paper. 15% of the final score. great.

urgh.

someone pls fine-tune my sensory neurone..

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tyng feng's birthday on the 9th this month. couldnt celebrate his bday cuz i was in the mad frenzy to do the dumb report. so i msged him.. and this chap is interesting. instead of showing gratification that "oh my gosh, shujuan actually remembers my birthday!"... he retorted and said the sms was insincere! haha.. well.. very interesting.. so is my hypothesis correct by saying:

"the older you grow, the weirder you get"?

19! my favourite age :)

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sudden urge to blog.

school is getting really horrible.. and im trying to get the hang of proj deadlines and all.. sigh. crap can. -__-;;

and! i fell!! as in FELL! injustice alright. i was walking normally and out of a sudden, i just lost my balance and fell!? i was like.. bewildered? indignified?..

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then i thought. perhaps i was stoning too much. and didnt watch my steps. so i have to be punished with a grazed kneecap and a cui-ed toenail. ouch. and yes, being watched like a clown. crap.

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somebody sent me this ad.

when i first look at it, i was like.. "is this some kind of boo!-something-is-going-to-pop-up-and-scare-you-if-you-stare-for-ten-seconds email?" (because this person kinda contemplated to send me some gross bloody horrific pics..)

it's innocently blue, just a few liners.. that's all.. but am i really sure?

then it took me a while to realise.. this condom company is brilliant.

updates updates...

last saturday:
was out doing proj with new friends.. hope everything works out just fine.
then met up with the qbs for kelvin and ck's surprise party at fish n co. not very surprising cuz the duo kinda know abt it. bah. so much for creating the deep suspense.

we went to the glass house. my first time there. ambience was good. with the live performance and all. but.. the service was appalling. it took an hour or more for our food to be served. i waited for the platter till i got bored and stoned. they dun top up plain water for us. gah. plus! there was a blackout!! really -__-;; ..

.. i didnt on the night mode. bah.

then the cake.. the usual sing-along.. and the group proceeded to plaza sing gv. we were watching.. my super ex-girlfriend! ultimately lame. but entertaining.. :)

got bored while waiting.. time for pics!

the super tall birthday boy. bah.

the way home i received a message from bee regarding the mars so close tt it'd appear as a "2nd moon".. i knew nuts abt this can. and felt so swakoo when all the rest kinda know abt it? lol the cab driver even wanted to drive us to somewhere for "mars-gazing"?! anyway it was ard 1 plus in the morning already. so no mars to see.

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lol.. today manage to see a few of my prev sem tutorial mates.. daoxing david caoying! haha.. daoxing was like, "shujuan.. ni bian le..." and caoying went "wah, shujuan.. prettier le ar!" :)

thank goodness ive "changed" for the better? or just that being a hostelite then.. i just couldnt be bothered?

but anyway.. super shuang to be complimented :)

random..

i kinda gave up trying to edit pics.. sorry i got no time eh.. so.. make do with what's here k..

my fave tutor! (altho i dun like financial management at all) haha.. im simply amazed by his mega memory bank! =)

my organisational behaviour proj mates!! lol.. we had the longest proj meetings ever.. nonetheless, got the job done with an A! =)

one of the shopping outings we had eons ago. slacking at coffee bean after a day's out at orchard.. we were damn tired.

yes we were so tired..

mjc joie de vivre ii.. look how outdated my pics are.. no joke..

more *recent* pics coming up.. stay tuned. :)

kelvin pestered me to read his blog.. when i first took a glance at his blog.. i was overwhelmed.

yes, i was seriously overwhelmed by the amount of info on stocks. and he is barely 20. who ever thought of a 20 year old dabbling with stocks?

as i was browsing.. what happens to be my fave entry is (obviously) something that i can understand... and i got the permission from him already.. gonna extract it here:

"I will dream big dreams and think tall

Very few people set goals too high. A man becomes what he wants to be when he thinks it all day long. So ask yourself this question now, "what do you really think you want to be in the future?". Do you wanna be successful, young and rich, or do you want to slog for the whole of your life trying to earn for everyday expenses?

Some of us do have the desire to be rich some day, but sadly to say the passion is always short-lived due to the fact that people don't know where to start, and most often than not they are too lazy.

I would say i have already found the starting point of my life, and my passion for my future. For a 20 year old, people may think that i'm still young for this fast-paced economic arena where somebody of more seniority than me may be bankrupt in any minute.

Fortunately, there will also be cases whereby you can find young millionaires living life at their fullest. Do you guys think that a 20 year old will be a success in this trading industry? You will not know what you will be expecting. Always expect the unexpected, always be prepared for the unforeseen. As the old stock market adage says "buy low, sell high", can i really do it? Well, its more for you to find out.

Live your life with a passion, with a goal, only then you will be motivated to reach for somewhere higher than the skies. I don't think i wanna buy a car in the future, i wanna buy a plane. Yes, and i want to be young and rich!"

i always thought he was just joking with me when he went on and on about stocks and what-not.. i always thought he was not serious with the serious books he borrowed from the library.. after reading (and in the midst of trying to understand) his blog, i think i realise, he is for real.

and i thought to myself.. shujuan, where do you see yourself heading in the next 5 years? 10 years?

question mark.

i realise i havent got the time to edit and upload pictures... and the pics are getting really outdated? gosh.. so ive decided to upload a few (without editing! which is quite sad..) before the pictures become ancient :)

me and weiee! :) after our haircut session at shunji matsuo.. a couple of months ago.. (gosh. my hair is getting unkempt again.. >_<)

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think this pic was taken one day before i had the haircut.. according to many.. my hairstyle didnt change a bit, despite the highlight and all.. dot.. and that's a narcissistic guy who keep abusing my poor vs6. -__-;; well he kept pestering junie to help us take pics.. in the midst of our night shift. tsk tsk.

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classic classic pic! the two girls' horror.. wearing the same top at the same time! we were trying to console ourselves and make this real silly day memorable.. lol.. we even went SHOPPING after work, in this top!.. no. obviously.. i wore my denim jacket over. i dun want to be seen as wearing some abnormal couple outfit?

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i just love this pic.

oops.. been some time since i last updated my blog (again)..

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well some recent drama in my life (not very dramatic actually):

1. my fave geeky specs broke! wth..

2. my reef bag is cui-ed.. which happens to be my fave too

3. my hp pouch is spoilt too!

what's with the recent trend of getting my fave stuff spoilt! rarr.

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anyway, met up with poh poh and her "dar2" (...) jun kee to our fave optician. for a new pair of funky geeky specs of course. :)

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shan't dwell much into my yet another horrific episode of inserting (?) misty grey contact lens into my eye.. not really exciting because our fave legendary cute guy was not around.. the following is the main stuff of this entry:

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jun kee politely offered a ride home for me.. well at first i relented cuz it isnt so nice to have such a bright lightbulb sitting at the rear seat. but.. well.. since they insisted, i quietly tagged along behind :)

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besides having to observe jun kee's car is merz and very new.. sitting at the rear seat does have lots of insights to this newly-formed (what's with my english) couple..

that new merz has nothing but bliss. really.

jun kee trying to control the steering wheel with his right hand..

his left holding poh's hand..

that's simple bliss :)

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i never saw poh smiling and chirping away like this before..

i guess that's really love.

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obviously this entry is dedicated to you and your "dar2" (yes i read ur blog)... congrats and stay really loving! :)

oh what the heck.

first day of school.
annoying assignment!

rarr.

i only had a pau so far. hurhur.

my last day at work... working night shift. 11-7am. bah. ive got around 2.5 hrs to the end.. pushing on.

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sudden craving for macdonalds hotcakes plus sausage! urgh. i hate night hunger pangs.

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ive developed mixed feelings to the end of work life. i'd miss the colleagues.. the lucrative pay.. the night card games.. and perhaps i'd miss talking to customers via headset (!!).. =)

nonetheless, i'd definitely want to have a break.. school's commencing soon! *roar* i just hate mugging.. stupid vicious cycle of exams and projs. crap. urgh! >_<

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ive got lots of photos to upload.. but yeah. no time to edit. rest assure people.. my break is coming soon and there! time to post lots of pics! =) [but beware beware.. im getting a lil' narcissistic these days. =D ]

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backtrack..

s310 gathering at marina square! kudos to hweelee, the group of us finally got to meet up after much procrastination. glad that everyone's doing really fine.. moving on with lives. =) that's when i realise we've grown up. (i tried to put my thoughts into words but its really.. un-describable.. if there's such a word) its yet another round of mixed feelings, somewhat conflicting.

za makeup class with jeraldine.. this is really fun la! learnt quite a bit from this class. e.g. the correct way to wash your face is to use the middle and the ring fingers ONLY and "scrub" the cheek and forehead area in a circular motion first, before moving onto smaller areas like the t-zone? using whole hand (which im sure everyone is guilty of this) will result in too much pressure onto the delicate face.

also, i finally learnt the correct method to curl nicey lashes! damn exciting! =)

the instructor taught us step-by-step from cleansing to the finishing glossy pout. we walked out of the class with a "technically-correct" makeup! woohoo! took loads of pics with jer. took more pics of myself. i am so narcissistic =D

mahjong session at mingshu's house.. didnt play much there. in fact, i only stand in for steven for one round. but fun nonetheless snapping photos (!!) and playing playstation with jer. wah lau. jer is damn high la. practically she won the rounds by screaming and feverish jamming any available keys -_- ..

lunch with fellow qbs and pat at lerk thai.. had a yummy treat! loved the tom yam soup (super shiok) red ruby and the steaming hot tapioca with coconut milk. damn nice. hmm.. on a softer note, wonder when will i get to see my fellow batch of qbs. altho the bulk are going to be in the same campus.. but i just wonder when will we get to meet up?

classic example is me and my dearest roomie. one in hss and the other in nbs PLUS the fact tt we live in the same room.. but we seldom get to see each other can. *sob*

shopping trips.. haha. got lots of zhan4 li4 pin3.. (e.g. i bought around 6-7 earrings already..) but im not satisfied! muaha.

alright alright. i know u are getting bored. let's stop here.. 1+ hr more to the end of work! yeah! =)