before ive no time to do so, 2 things i wanna to talk about:

1. jiemin: hey er. im sorry to be late in the bday greeting to u. im really really terrible remembering dates. and tt day was too tired after the long mahjong session tt i forgot to midnight sms u. next day was feverishly chionging for tutorials and studying for test. so i kind of forgot abt it. but! i must say, i really remembered ur bday's coming soon a few days before ur day. i really didnt deliberately forget abt u. sorry. it's just me and my weakness in remembering figures. and so.. happy belated 20th birthday girl. :) p.s. and what were both of u gossiping abt?!

2. i really detest, abhor people calling me a bimbo. wth. so can i put it across to u in my kindest tone to please stop it. it gets me really irritated. once or twice, fine, u are just joking with me. more than that, i take it as u are questioning my abilities, or mocking me. other than that, i will accept the rest by switching on my "auto-filter" mode. this wld be one of my rarest moments to be openly irritated by such comments. so, stop it. period.

regarding friendships. i just cant help but to question myself if i am a true friend to you? how do i define friends? or am i a loner who just need company along the way?

another rare day where my emotional quotient gets swung to the extreme end.

i wonder if i can manage this sem. it gives me jitters.