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dearest ivy and meeee :) i love this pic so much that its my wallpaper for my vs6! haha..

anywhere can a picture-taking spot.. yes anywhere.

didnt i told u anywhere? (behind: jeraldine trying to steal the limelight! lol..)

im so proud of myself for buying this from daiso.. colour pencil/pencil/seal-ons/letter pad/envelopes.. all for $2! and it's sooo kawaii~ daiso is an amazing place alright.. cosmetics, food, clothes, household items.. etc.. all going at $2! $2 i tell u.. :)

sparklers! guess the festival!! wee! mooncake festival! =) =) yes i am so childish :)

ok the girls are here.. going for lunch now.. =p

mini tk gathering on sunday

yes... and thank me.. i was the organiser again! i dislike all these mass sms-ing people abt some activities and collate info.. and mass send sms again to confirm time venue and whatnot. basically i dun like organising stuff cuz im not at all organised in the first place. so dear ivy, thank me for being so angelic! :)

the gals met at the manhattan market place (supposedly the close version of fish and co.) at plaza sing. perhaps it's the innate nature within tk girls.. we digressed so often that the waitress had to come the 3rd (or was it the 4th time?) time before she could take our orders.

the 6 of us crapped, gossiped, joked, chatted, ... felt like the good old days really. note the fact ivy didnt meet up with the others since the release of 'o' level results alright. so many years already, but still felt so similar.. the laughters and the oblivion to how others gape at our silly actions say it all :)

and the pics we took.. a whole lot! :)

the 6 of us!! gosh ivy approached a real kind soul to help us take this pic. painstaking process cuz it took the 4th/5th time before the technical glitches were overcame and capture this real nice pic of us all! :)

the 6 of us again! tried to find somewhere ulu for us to take pics (this time with self-timer).. to our horror the first spot we picked was manifested with hungry ants! so we kinda changed the spot again and again till we found the most "ideal" spot, i.e. less hungry ants. nonetheless the ants adored ivy so much and kept biting her! poor girl.

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anyway i went to stayover in weiee's room after the gathering! :) cool i tell u! super homely!! gonna abuse her room more often.. lol..

that's the both of us! and weiee was complaining to me about how mediocre hairstylist has ruined her fringe..

gah! i cant seem to upload the other pics.. alright people dun miss the sequel.. will try to post more pics then.

and so..

i didnt expect the somewhat "overwhelming" response from my first night out clubbing. beside the tags, friends were msn-ing me abt.. well typical questions:

"shujuan! u went clubbing arh!! wah! finally..."

"aiyo.. shujuan! i heard u duno how to dance arh! *sniggers*"

"shujuan! goodness ur alcohol tolerance level so low? lousy leh!" etc.. etc.. ultimately revolving me, the country bumpkin, going clubbing.

and so, i shall entertain you guys with my post-syndromes of "under-prepared clubbing"

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if u have read my prev entry (on clubbing) all the way to the bottom, you would have noticed this postnote: "freak. just discovered that i developed rashes! how nice.. grr." yup, i woke up 8am the next day and found these tiny bumps spreading all over my body.. especially the torso area.

at first i didnt notice, cuz it wasnt itchy whatsoever. then i discovered the red patches on my arms.. and later, my mum gasped in horror when she saw my neck all red with those tiny goosebumps like thingy. so i didnt take too long to realise.. ive developed rashes (whatever the medical term).

obviously, my parents went smth like, "see la! drink so much. see la!" and start making me drink some liang cha to "retreat" the heat/alcoholic toxins in my body. gah. i wasnt really bothered by the red patches initially. but not for long..

the red patches didnt go away that sunday. worse, it became insanely itchy. i have to apply talcum powder to help soothe the itch.. but not working. and great. ive got lessons on monday.

so i went to school on monday with a sweater although the weather wasnt fantastically cold. well, on my way to school that morning (i was on the train then).. there were no seats and i was feeling sick. like im going to concuss anytime. in my mind there were furious conflicting thoughts:

"sheesh, im not going to make it to school.. daddy fetch me home!!"

"hello? u are already here (somewhere in bugis).. dun make a wasted trip! besides, u got tutorial to attend and assignment to hand up ya.."

so.. i alighted at city hall station, grabbed the available bench in front of me and took a breather. it worked! felt better and off i went to school again..

that night the itch and redness remained. my dad got worried (perhaps he hasnt seen a worse drinker than me in his life) and summon me to the doctor. gahhhh.. and starring *the comical doctor!*

"so shujuan, what's wrong with you? hmm, u havent been here (the doc's) for about a year!"

"erh.. i wouldnt want to frequent here, doctor. yup anyway, i developed some red bumps all over my body."

"red bumps?! they look more like red patches to me..."

"she went drinking," my mum snapped in.

"aiyo.. went drinking arh.. no wonder la.. so shujuan, u are allergic to alcohol u know..." the doctor went on explaining deeper about this... mentioning some lucky people have it but it will be gone in a day or two.

"and so," i said, "i happen to be the suay lot right..." -__-

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the doc asked me what i drank in one part of the consultation. i said, "vodka and rum" nonchalantly. the doc gasped in horror (adults...) and said, " what?! vodka??! it's very strong eh! and you are still so young!... bad for liver... yada yada.." doc also mentioned, "good la, now that u know u are allergic to alcohol.. u wun drink in the future." (i sniggered)

it's rather amusing to see a doc lecturing a patient as if she's 12. anyway i left the clinic with a MC (doc insisted to give me one.. i wonder why) and 2 packets of medicine. 20 bucks. arh. clubbing is an experience.. an expensively itchy one to be exact. lol.

(and sorry, i cant charm guys for free drinks.. sigh.)

movies..

watched 2 significantly different genres (whatever u call it) of movies during the recess week.

first up: The Haunted Apartments

this movie is.. erm. interesting. most of the time i was scaring myself more than what the movie can really scare.

in brief, something like this: father and daughter moved into the "haunted apartment".. the residents of that block of apartments have to abide to the midnight curfew. if not, they'd be mysteriously killed by the girl, Ai. so the daughter who just moved in was finding ways to break this curse..

well.. i thot the highlights of the show are: (1) this cute guy (who died in the end.. well middle actually) (2) the unforgettable scene of the little girl with eyes (without pupils) and mouth foaming/salivating (its on the top left hand corner of the poster, if u want to see).. ranting, "do not mention Ai within the apartments!" (yes, besides the spirit, the little girl was named Ai too)

some parts of the story were crazy (like there's this couple slitting their wrists and sucking each other's blood for food. im like, "what?!"..) the ending was really weird too. so i went out of the theatre with a big "huh?!"... basically the show was sub-standard. or perhaps the atmosphere in the theatre was too light-hearted. there were bursts of laughter throughout the whole movie. well, guess these people thought it was a comedy more than a horror flick.

movie 2: Rob-B-Hood

i laughed from the start to (nearly) the end of the show! matthew (the baby) is freakinggg cute! enough said. i shan't divulge too much.. so get ur tix! watch the movie! :)

anyway.. i want to watch Death Note!!! cool! arh! and the guys are soooo shuai! mesmerised. *_*

my first (clubbing) night out!

30 sept: after much procrastination, 3 brave souls decided to club and quit being labelled "suaku". mingshu managed to find a clubber friend and so, off we went to butter factory.

the 3 of us met up first and took a cab there. lol.. then mingshu went on about why we didnt do research and whatnot... about our first time clubbing and all. she went on about ordering drinks. tsk. and i only know, for nuts, something called "screwdriver" (thanks poh). so mingshu went on, "ya, and so what's the content for screwdriver?"

of course i wun have a single clue!!

soonafter we reached the destination, i was the last to leave the cab since i was paying. and the amused taxi driver told me,"erm... screwdriver has vodka and orange."

i answered, "orh", awkwardly. crap! he was listening soo attentively to our conversations! grr.

we were early so there wasnt a queue. cover charge of $20. a watermark stamp on ur wrist. coupons for 2 drinks. yes, off you go to be a clubber. i went in, amazed by the first interior setting i saw. whimsically decorated with lots of cute motifs... comparable to the motifs you find on "new world order" tee designs.

then the real thing - the "clubbing area".

butter factory is rather small-scale (as compared to what i saw on magazines and all). we went in, duno what to do. there wasnt much of a crowd then. so we had small talks by shouting to each other (the music is freaking loud, duh) to "integrate" ourselves as part of the clubbers.

order drinks time! the clubber friend started off with vodka lime. nt bad. then mingshu, bee ordered vodka with cranberry/raspberry/.. whatever.. not too bad either. i ordered none other than... screwdriver! haha. nice drink! :)

clubbing is an intoxifying experience. the lights, the alcohol, the (freaking slow) music, the smoke that lingers... people just get high and dance. i quite enjoyed myself with all these stimuli... trying to groove to the (freaking slow) music... but gah, the girls complaint that i DIDNT dance. like hello, its not that i didnt dance, i cant dance. ask me do the alluring sways.. next time perhaps.

then then then... when the mood was right, the freaking LIGHTS (yes, as in lights, not those dancing lights) were switched on. freak? police raid, they told me. we got to get out of butter factory while they do a traffic count. because of this dumb raid, we got to finish up the 2 jugs of rum coke at one go alright. so that the drinks were not gone to waste. yes, i became seriously intoxificated - by alcohol. felt really bad if i stand up. so i care less and sat down. i duno if this is a sign of going to be drunk. but doesnt feel good.. we were considered really suay to meet with this kind of police raid. that clubber friend went on complaining, "this is the first time i meet with police raid leh!".. dampened mood. we went somewhere nearby for supper.

the clubber's boyfriend drove us to this prata shop for supper. aww. prata ok? but! i dun have the appetite at all. just wanted a drink. but since im in a prata shop.. temptation sets in and i ordered mushroom and cheese prata. other days i'd have finish it clean. that night, i forced down my throat a quarter of the prata and gave the rest to bee. grr. prata prata! i miss prata!

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and so.. do i have the potential to be a clubber? firstly, lets just have a checklist:

1. dressing --> fail. think my clubbing gear was crap compared to other clubbers. and my makeup was horrid too.
2. drinker --> fail/pass. as you can see, i nearly got drunk.. by innocent rum and vodka. but i thot it wasnt that bad cuz i did manage to clean off my makeup before plonking myself into bed. and i woke up at 8 plus in the morning the next day without hangovers!
3. dancer --> fail. big cross! haha. yes i know nuts about dancing.

and i kinda figured out why some people are so attached to clubbing. ultimately revolves around "socialising".
clubbers get close to each other, make quick friends... the lights are freaking dim, alcohol makes you high... so who cares anyway?

well clubbing was really an experience.. time for me to train my drinking, so that i wont make myself look silly for future functions.

[postnote: freak. just discovered that i developed rashes! how nice.. grr.]

arh wonderful recess week. :)

cant really be bothered with school stuff. getting to be a realll grouchy couchy potato.. so much so that it becomes a real chore to get out of house. gawd. must be the post symptoms of "going-out-everyday-till-late".. gah.

backtrack..

last fri was beautiful. all the late night meetings and mad rush for proj were not wasted. our proposal was accepted! really!! my tutor seemed to be rather pleased... commented, "definitely has the potential to be a FYP".. elated. :)

sat: was out with my dear s310 gang! haha. yes now i finally know what legendary "bedok 85" is.. but but but! that was not the highlight of the night.. we (as usual) took loads of weird pics and videos.. really astonishing for adults-to-be to be behaving like kids. but.. who cares anyway!? lol.. fun! love all these funny outings :)

then i went for qb chalet.. well met quite a number of people.. not too bad.. stayed over too. i played cards with them till 5+ am alright.. still very hyped up. amazed by myself too. (but the next day was totally in concussion mode. lousy! haha..)

my little trademark angel! :) lol.. was entertaining myself in the chalet while the rest played mahjong.

yes you are right, i was really bored. lol.. self-entertainment ya. tsk..

alright.. then i am a couchy potato.. roar. time to get into the play mode girl! ;)

: p a r a d o x :

shujuan likes to procrastinate.
shujuan hates the end-product of procrastination.
so why do i procrastinate?

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people please pardon my random-ness. by-product of procrastination --> tired and zombified.
sigh. i really wonder which sensory neurone in my brain is damaged. why cant i be anxious of doing reports wayyy before the deadline?! what's wrong with me!!?

anyway, the horrifying report is over and done with. dramatic experience of less than 30 mins left to print out my report when the free access lab is packed. and so? instead of the usual 5 cents per page.. i chose the abandoned "60 cents per page" printer.. yes colour printer. grand total of $6.60.. but guess i ought to be taught a lesson..

getting it printed is one thing.. being paranoid is another. obviously this report is going to be screwed. and my tutor forewarned us that it's definitely POSSIBLE to FAIL this paper. 15% of the final score. great.

urgh.

someone pls fine-tune my sensory neurone..

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tyng feng's birthday on the 9th this month. couldnt celebrate his bday cuz i was in the mad frenzy to do the dumb report. so i msged him.. and this chap is interesting. instead of showing gratification that "oh my gosh, shujuan actually remembers my birthday!"... he retorted and said the sms was insincere! haha.. well.. very interesting.. so is my hypothesis correct by saying:

"the older you grow, the weirder you get"?

19! my favourite age :)

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sudden urge to blog.

school is getting really horrible.. and im trying to get the hang of proj deadlines and all.. sigh. crap can. -__-;;

and! i fell!! as in FELL! injustice alright. i was walking normally and out of a sudden, i just lost my balance and fell!? i was like.. bewildered? indignified?..

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then i thought. perhaps i was stoning too much. and didnt watch my steps. so i have to be punished with a grazed kneecap and a cui-ed toenail. ouch. and yes, being watched like a clown. crap.

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somebody sent me this ad.

when i first look at it, i was like.. "is this some kind of boo!-something-is-going-to-pop-up-and-scare-you-if-you-stare-for-ten-seconds email?" (because this person kinda contemplated to send me some gross bloody horrific pics..)

it's innocently blue, just a few liners.. that's all.. but am i really sure?

then it took me a while to realise.. this condom company is brilliant.

updates updates...

last saturday:
was out doing proj with new friends.. hope everything works out just fine.
then met up with the qbs for kelvin and ck's surprise party at fish n co. not very surprising cuz the duo kinda know abt it. bah. so much for creating the deep suspense.

we went to the glass house. my first time there. ambience was good. with the live performance and all. but.. the service was appalling. it took an hour or more for our food to be served. i waited for the platter till i got bored and stoned. they dun top up plain water for us. gah. plus! there was a blackout!! really -__-;; ..

.. i didnt on the night mode. bah.

then the cake.. the usual sing-along.. and the group proceeded to plaza sing gv. we were watching.. my super ex-girlfriend! ultimately lame. but entertaining.. :)

got bored while waiting.. time for pics!

the super tall birthday boy. bah.

the way home i received a message from bee regarding the mars so close tt it'd appear as a "2nd moon".. i knew nuts abt this can. and felt so swakoo when all the rest kinda know abt it? lol the cab driver even wanted to drive us to somewhere for "mars-gazing"?! anyway it was ard 1 plus in the morning already. so no mars to see.

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lol.. today manage to see a few of my prev sem tutorial mates.. daoxing david caoying! haha.. daoxing was like, "shujuan.. ni bian le..." and caoying went "wah, shujuan.. prettier le ar!" :)

thank goodness ive "changed" for the better? or just that being a hostelite then.. i just couldnt be bothered?

but anyway.. super shuang to be complimented :)

random..

i kinda gave up trying to edit pics.. sorry i got no time eh.. so.. make do with what's here k..

my fave tutor! (altho i dun like financial management at all) haha.. im simply amazed by his mega memory bank! =)

my organisational behaviour proj mates!! lol.. we had the longest proj meetings ever.. nonetheless, got the job done with an A! =)

one of the shopping outings we had eons ago. slacking at coffee bean after a day's out at orchard.. we were damn tired.

yes we were so tired..

mjc joie de vivre ii.. look how outdated my pics are.. no joke..

more *recent* pics coming up.. stay tuned. :)